I Understand What It Feels Like to Lose

I love playing dominoes with my friends, but sometimes they get a little annoyed with losing to me each time, and don’t want to play. One of my friends told me that there was a website that I would really get a kick out of, because they had a lot of gambling games that I could play. There were a lot of card based games on the website, but the one that I was really focused on was the Dominoqq game. In that game, I could play with all kinds of people all over the world, and they would be willing to face me, unlike my friends who have become cowards.

The people that I played online were a lot tougher than my friends. I went into the first game expecting to win, but I lost badly. I guess this is what my friends felt like when they would always play me. That loss did something to me. I had the feeling that I been taken down a few pegs, that I wasn’t as great as I thought I was. I moved on to the next game in a chance to restore my confidence, but I lost that one too. After only two games, I felt as if I had lost 10 back to back.

I played another game, and won, but I wasn’t done there. I made a commitment to myself that I wouldn’t stop until I won as many games as I lost. From that moment, I was stuck between a balancing act of losing a game and winning a game. I was no closer to leaving the game than before because my loss count was getting higher, and by the end of the day, I decided to throw in the towel and get some sleep so I could approach the game again the next day when my mind was fresh.

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